Tuesday 21 June 2005
Hello Everyone,
Well I feel a little lost and overwhelmed the last few days. We have been having problems with our car and now the gearbox is losing its gears. I am worried what we will do and how we will get around. The crazy thing is that we have an identical car in our yard that needs a bit of work to get a RWC. The problem is that DP is trying to work full time, spend time with his girls who are here one holiday, spend time with me and our son, unpack as we have not long moved and prepare for a Garage Sale so we can get rid of a heap of stuff so we can fit it into this house. All this and worry about fixing a car. He is able to do it himself, it is just a matter of getting the time to do it. I am always told I am a born worrier and worry about anything and everything. If you have a look at the last pic I have posted of my rash on the back of my neck you can see I dont respond well to stress.
My hair is falling out and my psoriasis is getting worse. The dermatitis is not getting better. My arthritis in my knee is getting worse and I think I have another infection in the tooth that I am having root canal treatment on. I am wondering what else can happen?? Can things get worse? I really wish things would turn around and we could move forward into the right direction.
On a positive note, we all went shopping last night. Left home at 4pm and home by 7pm. We did not stop at all during that time. My eldest step daughter said, "Tess, do you have to walk so fast?" That from a 9yo. I was impressed at myself. My DP commented that I was walking much faster as well. Before I fell pg last year I was always being asked to slow down. When I am out I like to get where I am going, and fast. No use dawdling. Then the last 6 months or so I have been lucky to be out of the house for an hour let alone walking all the time.
It has been my exercise while shopping to walk for an hour around the shop. I have only been doing this for the last month or so. So to have improved that much in a short time is a great reward. At this pace I will be fit and healthy again in no time.
DP and I had spoken after our son was born and decided we would try to conceive late in the year. Now that I am on WW I have decided to wait until I have lost at least half of what I need to lose to get to goal. BUT, I am actually wondering if I could be pregnant. No AF has arrived since bub was born and the breastfeeding has only dwindled the last month or so.
If I am pregnant I will continue with the pregnancy and love the baby but I feel scared that I will become obsessed with weight gain while pregnant.
Thanks for listening and thank you for having a look at my blog.
Well I feel a little lost and overwhelmed the last few days. We have been having problems with our car and now the gearbox is losing its gears. I am worried what we will do and how we will get around. The crazy thing is that we have an identical car in our yard that needs a bit of work to get a RWC. The problem is that DP is trying to work full time, spend time with his girls who are here one holiday, spend time with me and our son, unpack as we have not long moved and prepare for a Garage Sale so we can get rid of a heap of stuff so we can fit it into this house. All this and worry about fixing a car. He is able to do it himself, it is just a matter of getting the time to do it. I am always told I am a born worrier and worry about anything and everything. If you have a look at the last pic I have posted of my rash on the back of my neck you can see I dont respond well to stress.
My hair is falling out and my psoriasis is getting worse. The dermatitis is not getting better. My arthritis in my knee is getting worse and I think I have another infection in the tooth that I am having root canal treatment on. I am wondering what else can happen?? Can things get worse? I really wish things would turn around and we could move forward into the right direction.
On a positive note, we all went shopping last night. Left home at 4pm and home by 7pm. We did not stop at all during that time. My eldest step daughter said, "Tess, do you have to walk so fast?" That from a 9yo. I was impressed at myself. My DP commented that I was walking much faster as well. Before I fell pg last year I was always being asked to slow down. When I am out I like to get where I am going, and fast. No use dawdling. Then the last 6 months or so I have been lucky to be out of the house for an hour let alone walking all the time.
It has been my exercise while shopping to walk for an hour around the shop. I have only been doing this for the last month or so. So to have improved that much in a short time is a great reward. At this pace I will be fit and healthy again in no time.
DP and I had spoken after our son was born and decided we would try to conceive late in the year. Now that I am on WW I have decided to wait until I have lost at least half of what I need to lose to get to goal. BUT, I am actually wondering if I could be pregnant. No AF has arrived since bub was born and the breastfeeding has only dwindled the last month or so.
If I am pregnant I will continue with the pregnancy and love the baby but I feel scared that I will become obsessed with weight gain while pregnant.
Thanks for listening and thank you for having a look at my blog.
posted by Tess at 6/21/2005 11:49:00 pm
2 Comments:
Hey Tess, just read your blog. You are doing fantastic...
Am going to bookmark it and follow your journey.
BTW if your friend needs to chat about Perthes she can email me.
Thanks for your tag.
Take care Jackie
http://journey2anewlife.bravehost.com/
You are doing great - don't stress about weightloss if you are pg, if you eat and move to help the baby you should do fine!
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